Sono due anni che non è più qui con me, manca molto.
So many things I could no longer do all the things that you did all day with me and for me, occupandoti me, the house, the factory, the people around our family.
Yes, family because even though we could not ever in our project to make it grow our family just the two of us we were a real family together, always and not only on a good day but also the most difficult.
Today my life is like still the one I shared with you, but from that day, damn you, nothing is the same, nothing can be the same as what I experienced with you and me.
How many times I felt lost without you, and not knowing how to live without you, I clumsily tried to do your part when in fact I could not even do my own.
How much of our life together I tried in vain to keep the same, as if they could keep a little 'close to me, as if they could ease the pain of your absence.
Today my life begins to change, to move forward, I do not know well in that direction, but as it may change I realized that even if you're not here with me, but you're always inside of me, because they are not the guy who knowest twenty five years ago when I was half as old as I have now, what I am today is what I have become with you, what I grew up with your love.
You are forever a part of me.